“She is a year ago. She is the ache in the empty, the first time you changed your mind and the last time you were sorry about it. She is a city sleeping beside you, warm and vast and familiar, streetlights yawning and stretching, and you have never. You have never. You have never loved someone like this. She is your first stomach ache. Your first panic attack and your favorite cold shower. A mountain is moving somewhere inside of you, and her handprints are all over it. Here. Here. Here, you love her. In the fractured morning, full of too tired and too sad, she is the first foot that leaves the bed. She is the fight in you, the winning and the losing battle floating like a shipwreck in your chest. When they ask you what your favorite moment is, You will say Her. You will always say Her.”
“You are the mistakes I made in college. You are the eighth shot of Southern Comfort and the walk back to my dorm that I don’t remember. If I’m being honest, I miss being that reckless. Your neck is a mural of lips that belonged to women who never loved you and I refuse to be one of them. You are a hangover. You are breakfast at 3 in the afternoon. You make me sick and I love you. I will not kiss your neck with imperfect courage. I will cover their lips with my own and I will never be embarrassed about throwing up in my own hair that night I called you and told you that you were the worst miracle I’d ever known, because I meant terrifying. I meant perfect. I meant please don’t leave, I’m trying to make this a good thing, and you knew. You knew.”
“That’s one of the great things about music. You can sing a song to 85,000 people and they’ll sing it back for 85,000 different reasons.”
lyriquediscorde: hymns-to-the-last-rites-of-youth: thisisnotmyfairytaleendingg: Tumblr is kind of like Friends except everyone is Chandler. No wonder he was always my favorite. This is too funny, I swear (via yahighway)

lyriquediscorde:

hymns-to-the-last-rites-of-youth:

thisisnotmyfairytaleendingg:

Tumblr is kind of like Friends except everyone is Chandler.

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No wonder he was always my favorite.

This is too funny, I swear

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